New Year, New Beginnings

Corny, I know. Still, I figured it’s appropriate for what I’m about to tell you. Some of my close friends already know this so I just thought I’d let everybody know…

I’m coming home!

*confetti!*

Yeah. No definite date yet, but I’m looking at mid-February.

I haven’t told my cousin and the people here yet. It’s New Year’s Eve tomorrow and I don’t think it’s the right time to tell them. To be honest, I’m still figuring out the best way to break the news. I don’t even know how they’re gonna take it, or how I’m gonna feel about it. But I’m betting my ass that it’s not gonna be good. *sigh* I feel nervous already just thinking about it. I just hope they’d understand. God, they’ve done so much–so much–for me.

Which brings us to dilemma number two: How am I going to pay them back for their generosity? I have asked a friend what I could possibly say, do, or buy, but none of them seem enough. I guess it’s just one of those things where the most appropriate thing to say is, “I don’t know how I could ever repay and thank you enough for all that you’ve done for me.” It sucks, doesn’t it? I mean, of course I won’t expect anything in return if that were me, but as the recipient of such generosity, I can’t help but want to do something or give something back.

But enough about that. I will try not to worry about it until after New Year’s Day.

Anyway, when I get home, I will take up temporary residence in Quezon City. Right now, I’m just figuring out my finances for when I return. My mom still owes me big time, so I might just ask her to help me start up again–just little things and necessities here and there.

God, for the first time in almost a year, I feel extremely excited about something again. I feel like I’m finally moving forward and actually doing something for myself. I love it!

Oh and I find it interesting that 2007 is the Chinese Year of the Pig. Folks of 1983, IT’S OUR TIME! Let’s make the most out of it, eh?

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By the way, Jonsi, thanks for the Christmas card!

Sarah, I just received the package today! It’s soooo cute! Thank you for the polar bear (I shall name it “Chara” XD) and the “C” pendant and necklace. *big hug*

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HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!